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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
hometown mode raya
Ahaaaa.Lastly am at my mum's hometown.So now i online with lappy yang agak lemab broadbandnya. Haha. Gonna miss you all.Ahakaa.Zatie wany miss you damn much.Ahakzz.Last evening my family and i make a move to hometown at 2.30p.m.Our journey take long time like 8 hours.Urghhh so tired damn much.At 12.30 a.m we all arrived at my mum's hometown.Ahaa mode raya memang dah terasa.Berkobar-kobar gila nak raya. Sayang am also miss you damn much.
So semalam berbuka dekat KFC Gua Musang.Ahaaa so my mum asal orang kelantan.Pekerja dekat KFC tu speaking in kelantan's longhat.Haaha.Its not a joke.But for me sometimes am gonna didn't understand what they all speak.Sometimes am just angguk and geleng.At school a teacher call me 'kelantan celup' coz didn't understand what they speak.For me i'll study what they speak coz am here for long time nahh.Hahaha.Nadz 'kita serupa' haha. Ahaaaa.just wait for Hari Raya.
This evening am will go to my family's house.urghhh tak sabar nye nak raya.Jumpa ollin.To all my friends i am sorry if i had make you all angry,make you all menyampah.Zatie Wany!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss both of you damn much.Ahakzzz.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
tired shit bad day
What a badday today?urghhhh i hate today.I dont know what i want to write.Maybe today not my lucky dah.Yeah in fasting month we all must be patient. Totally.i feel that i want scream.
Yeah.today i went to school like usual.So when am arrived at my class, science1.I saw.Oh my gosh!!! what a big surprised?.What happened?it is true what am see?Please tell me that am just dream in day!dont tell me that it is my table and my chair.Yeah i must accepted what i saw just while. Ermmm ..when i arrived i saw my table and my chair had lost.oh gosh.I hate it so much.Asal korang nak mencuri lagi.Shit ah.
I think my class have a lock and why our table and chair still lost?So today our physics's class had burn just like that.Because of what? dah tak de meja. zatie'am not in good mood.coz table pon dapat pinjam dengan cara macam nie' nadz'same lah'.Then report dekat teacher.I think ah better we all tak payah penat2 nak pergi mereport.Nak wat laporan pon ambil masa.Dah habis sekolah pergi cari sendiri.
Urghhh.shit.such a dumb.Eeeee.You know what.We all pergi cari meja and jumpa dekat block A. urghhh Dari block A kena bawa semula meja ke block kitorang.Block C.Ya Allah!sabar je. Ambik ko.'kalo aku dah marah memang harapan nak cepat sejuk' Then terjumpa budak kelas yang ambil kerusi and meja uh.and i said to him ' you just said you dont know what had happened and dont tell that we all take it coz semua nie memang meja and kerusi kitorang.' ambil ko.kalo dah senior cakap jangan nak membantah.Hilang bulu kening ah gamaknya kalau melawan.HAHAHAH.Then memang berlecak ketiak ah duk angkut meja and kerusi.Huh Yeah totally very tired coz in fasting month.Then balik.
*see i dah wat essays.Bhahaha
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Yeah.today i went to school like usual.So when am arrived at my class, science1.I saw.Oh my gosh!!! what a big surprised?.What happened?it is true what am see?Please tell me that am just dream in day!dont tell me that it is my table and my chair.Yeah i must accepted what i saw just while. Ermmm ..when i arrived i saw my table and my chair had lost.oh gosh.I hate it so much.Asal korang nak mencuri lagi.Shit ah.
I think my class have a lock and why our table and chair still lost?So today our physics's class had burn just like that.Because of what? dah tak de meja. zatie'am not in good mood.coz table pon dapat pinjam dengan cara macam nie' nadz'same lah'.Then report dekat teacher.I think ah better we all tak payah penat2 nak pergi mereport.Nak wat laporan pon ambil masa.Dah habis sekolah pergi cari sendiri.
Urghhh.shit.such a dumb.Eeeee.You know what.We all pergi cari meja and jumpa dekat block A. urghhh Dari block A kena bawa semula meja ke block kitorang.Block C.Ya Allah!sabar je. Ambik ko.'kalo aku dah marah memang harapan nak cepat sejuk' Then terjumpa budak kelas yang ambil kerusi and meja uh.and i said to him ' you just said you dont know what had happened and dont tell that we all take it coz semua nie memang meja and kerusi kitorang.' ambil ko.kalo dah senior cakap jangan nak membantah.Hilang bulu kening ah gamaknya kalau melawan.HAHAHAH.Then memang berlecak ketiak ah duk angkut meja and kerusi.Huh Yeah totally very tired coz in fasting month.Then balik.
*see i dah wat essays.Bhahaha
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
retro problem
Ermmm today want talk about retro and problem.I dont know what is the relationship between both of it.But for me i just want talk about this.For sure yeah today totally think about retro and problem that come visit in my mind.
Retro.Yeah totally right.I'm addict the retro fashion.For sure although its very old but for me its totally simple and nice.Retro fashion is a clothing style which consists in wearing clothes commonly used in the past.Because of this i'm get a bag from my umi.She said this beg is very retro and it's price of coz begitu mahal.So i accepted.HAHA
Back to the title.Problem?Yeah i felt today is my bay day.arghhh for me just simple because selalu je masalah yang sama.When i can free from the problem.Totally such a dumbo!Yeah i hate it so much. But if i run from this it more closely to me.So for me i told all this and share it with my lovely friends, Zatie.For me.I'm always happy,smile,crazy with her.Everyday we both will gelak -gelak macam orang tak ingat dunia.HAHA
*thank you zatie.Wany nanti aku cerita.HEHE
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Monday, September 7, 2009
i am also a woman
i am also a woman.
have a heart
have feeling
have tear
have a jealousy attitude
i am also a woman
that really loves you
loves you more than anything
you are the people that
make me feels what is loves
i am also a woman
can i accept that you have another woman
can i be a strong woman after this
Its like i'm acting to be more strong
i will sacrifice my love for your happiness.
*just write this because of the story 'aku juga wanita'
that story make me think about woman's feeling when they have to share their husband with another woman.I respect she so much because of willing to share their love.But it just a story that acting in television. song by nash-pada syurga di wajahmu.
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have a heart
have feeling
have tear
have a jealousy attitude
i am also a woman
that really loves you
loves you more than anything
you are the people that
make me feels what is loves
i am also a woman
can i accept that you have another woman
can i be a strong woman after this
Its like i'm acting to be more strong
i will sacrifice my love for your happiness.
*just write this because of the story 'aku juga wanita'
that story make me think about woman's feeling when they have to share their husband with another woman.I respect she so much because of willing to share their love.But it just a story that acting in television. song by nash-pada syurga di wajahmu.
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Friday, September 4, 2009
killer corner gelak
I dont know what i want to say.Because today i felt that i had create a memory that i can't forgot until forever and ever.Bhahaha.such a child in the kindergarten.Zatie!today we both such a child lol. Sometimes its really funny enjoy.Oh my gosh!! cannot imagine if the scene happened front a guy.
Pergi sekolah memang perkara paling suka dilakukan,walaupun suka buat meja belajar jadi bantal. Paling suka pergi sekolah jumpa kawan satu kepala.So today pergi sekolah macam biasa je. Datang je sekolah cikgu buat announcement 'form 1aa,2aa,3aa and form 4 sila turun ke surau' actually every friday we all must read yassin.Hari nie jerebu teruk then pergi surau.Nadz dengan Zatie alala malas, lembab,jalan macam nak berlatih kawen,suka yang paling last.Orang dah sampai Paris kitorang baru nak keluar rumah pakai selipar jepun.So pergi surau pun lambat,sam dah melaung 'weyh pergi physics class la' 'hey cikgu suruh pergi surau.sah-sah telinga letak mana'.
Then sampai je surau,Nadz and Zatie masuk mula ah berebut tak nak duduk tepi sekali so Zatie nie dah buat corner lap macam Michael Schumacher wat lap guna kereta ferrari dia. Bhahaha. Dah tahu pakai stoking nak juga wat corner.Then mula ah tak boleh nak kawal,so nak seimbang pergi pegang Nadz yang memang tak kan imbang sampai bila-bila.Lastly, the result is we both buat aksi yang the best in the world.Zatie jatuh atas lantai and then Nadz jatuh atas zatie.Wooo sakit pinggang seyh. Cetss budak junior gelakkan kitorang.Banyak catik.'sape suh ko gelak hah?'Memang dah terbahak -bahak sampai keluar air mata.So hari nie buat scene yang agak memalukan.Nasib baik budak lelaki dekat depan and tak nampaklah apa yang dah jadi an.Bulan cakap kalau ada vid lagi bets.Cetss kureng.
Then sesi kejar-mengejar berlaku antara Zatie peserta pertama,then Nadz then Dini.Perghh siot je bulan-bulan pose buat marathon.4x1000.Gilakzzz Dini kejam cikgu panggil buat bodoh pecut terus.Gila ah dah ah cikgu disiplin panggil.Hari selasa nanti cmfm kena panggil dowhh.Tanya Dini.'asal ko lari dowh?' 'dah ko lari.' Bhahaha.siot ah.
Besides,pergi sekolah gelak je kerja disebabkan tengok orang pakai mask.Macam askar apa lah pulok.Adoii Zatie aku dah bantai gelak gila kejam.Then dengar cikgu sebut pasal sejarah nama pe tah 'Hulagu Khan' dengar pelabuhan.Bhahaha sah-sah telinga kurang elok hari nie.Zatie aku nampak ko gelakkan.Tak baik dowhh.Baik ko pergi minta maaf.bhahaha
*the conclusion is.I had done a essays.So reat it.Bhahah.
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Pergi sekolah memang perkara paling suka dilakukan,walaupun suka buat meja belajar jadi bantal. Paling suka pergi sekolah jumpa kawan satu kepala.So today pergi sekolah macam biasa je. Datang je sekolah cikgu buat announcement 'form 1aa,2aa,3aa and form 4 sila turun ke surau' actually every friday we all must read yassin.Hari nie jerebu teruk then pergi surau.Nadz dengan Zatie alala malas, lembab,jalan macam nak berlatih kawen,suka yang paling last.Orang dah sampai Paris kitorang baru nak keluar rumah pakai selipar jepun.So pergi surau pun lambat,sam dah melaung 'weyh pergi physics class la' 'hey cikgu suruh pergi surau.sah-sah telinga letak mana'.
Then sampai je surau,Nadz and Zatie masuk mula ah berebut tak nak duduk tepi sekali so Zatie nie dah buat corner lap macam Michael Schumacher wat lap guna kereta ferrari dia. Bhahaha. Dah tahu pakai stoking nak juga wat corner.Then mula ah tak boleh nak kawal,so nak seimbang pergi pegang Nadz yang memang tak kan imbang sampai bila-bila.Lastly, the result is we both buat aksi yang the best in the world.Zatie jatuh atas lantai and then Nadz jatuh atas zatie.Wooo sakit pinggang seyh. Cetss budak junior gelakkan kitorang.Banyak catik.'sape suh ko gelak hah?'Memang dah terbahak -bahak sampai keluar air mata.So hari nie buat scene yang agak memalukan.Nasib baik budak lelaki dekat depan and tak nampaklah apa yang dah jadi an.Bulan cakap kalau ada vid lagi bets.Cetss kureng.
Then sesi kejar-mengejar berlaku antara Zatie peserta pertama,then Nadz then Dini.Perghh siot je bulan-bulan pose buat marathon.4x1000.Gilakzzz Dini kejam cikgu panggil buat bodoh pecut terus.Gila ah dah ah cikgu disiplin panggil.Hari selasa nanti cmfm kena panggil dowhh.Tanya Dini.'asal ko lari dowh?' 'dah ko lari.' Bhahaha.siot ah.
Besides,pergi sekolah gelak je kerja disebabkan tengok orang pakai mask.Macam askar apa lah pulok.Adoii Zatie aku dah bantai gelak gila kejam.Then dengar cikgu sebut pasal sejarah nama pe tah 'Hulagu Khan' dengar pelabuhan.Bhahaha sah-sah telinga kurang elok hari nie.Zatie aku nampak ko gelakkan.Tak baik dowhh.Baik ko pergi minta maaf.bhahaha
*the conclusion is.I had done a essays.So reat it.Bhahah.
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
no wonderlah
Actually i dont know how i felt today.Yeah totally like a silly bad bored girl.Arhggghh wake up in the morning then went to school by car with my mum.My mum is a teacher and she teaches at school that near to my school.
Sampai je sekolah buat benda yang sama je masuk kelas and before that mesti kena talk and talk and talk with my twin then we both will separate.She went to her class and i go to my class. Actually class sebelah-sebelah je.Hari nie we all got flying test or result for august test or whatsoever.First memang vibrate tak terkata.result test yang dah dapat history, English, Mathematics,Est ahaa and the result hehe.boleh la.Kajian hayat or the nickname BIO bhahah.the result memang orang dah boleh agak coz exam kali nie memang susah tak terkata.Tengok soalan senyum je.
Biasalah dah namenye bulan puasa confirm ngantuk letih and whatsoever an.So my work in my class. I'll be sleeping beauty.Cetss masuk je teacher dalam kelas 'asal mata aku rasa berat sangat er?' 'cehh ayat yang memang tak bole blah' 'aku letak kepala sekejap bole?' 'Teacher usha la weyh' 'So nak hilangkan ngantok ajar zatie bahasa isyarat' 'zatie aku tengok ko macam baru belajar ABC je.comel.bhahaha'.Memang tergagap-gagap zatie baca tulisan tu.
Then,felt so bored macam nak terjun longkang je.Buatlah puisi yang rasa terlakar je." you're my soul you're my shine you're my sweetie boo i'm always for you the only one love you until you're my mine " woiii bangang al-bengong.asal nak tergelak je.Cetss at least aku tak adalah nampak budak sc tulen.Bhahaha
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Sampai je sekolah buat benda yang sama je masuk kelas and before that mesti kena talk and talk and talk with my twin then we both will separate.She went to her class and i go to my class. Actually class sebelah-sebelah je.Hari nie we all got flying test or result for august test or whatsoever.First memang vibrate tak terkata.result test yang dah dapat history, English, Mathematics,Est ahaa and the result hehe.boleh la.Kajian hayat or the nickname BIO bhahah.the result memang orang dah boleh agak coz exam kali nie memang susah tak terkata.Tengok soalan senyum je.
Biasalah dah namenye bulan puasa confirm ngantuk letih and whatsoever an.So my work in my class. I'll be sleeping beauty.Cetss masuk je teacher dalam kelas 'asal mata aku rasa berat sangat er?' 'cehh ayat yang memang tak bole blah' 'aku letak kepala sekejap bole?' 'Teacher usha la weyh' 'So nak hilangkan ngantok ajar zatie bahasa isyarat' 'zatie aku tengok ko macam baru belajar ABC je.comel.bhahaha'.Memang tergagap-gagap zatie baca tulisan tu.
Then,felt so bored macam nak terjun longkang je.Buatlah puisi yang rasa terlakar je." you're my soul you're my shine you're my sweetie boo i'm always for you the only one love you until you're my mine " woiii bangang al-bengong.asal nak tergelak je.Cetss at least aku tak adalah nampak budak sc tulen.Bhahaha
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